SO, as day by day goes along, do you ever wonder what your purpose is?  I mean, I know God has used me in many ways.  He gracefully has chosen me to be a wife to Cory, a mom to Cory, a daughter to my mom, and a sister to two ladies, but He has also used me to help start a running group for ladies, lead a Bible devotion at work, and be an ear and help to a few ladies who have battled the same things I have battled.  But what else is there?  I see the things that my good friends Matt and Tara are doing with the Ransom Cafe and with the trip to Africa, and wonder, can God use me in a miraculous way?  Or is His plan for me to be a light in the mundane.  Can use me on something large scale or does He want me to satisfied with blessing one person that I run into daily.  My prayer is that I make myself available for HIM.  I want every turn I make to be another opportunity to serve Him.  I don't want me job, my friends or even my family to be above Him.  I want to be where He wants me.  Where he can use...and pray that my friends, family and job can be a part of that!
I desperately beginning to pray for the mission trip in June.  Eleven days away from my family, friends and job will be trying, but I am praying that this trip is for His glory and that when I return, I will be uplifting and know more of how He wants to use me.  We have everything we need of this world...but I want more.  I want more of God.  More of Him, less of the world.  Please show me God how I can get there.  How I can be like those of the Bible and have such a close relationship with you.  I want that...where can You use me?
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